Devil Beside You
If you are late again,
I will use a red umbrella to knock your head off.
Qingzi, I am really sorry.
Next Sunday, will you go on a date with me, again?
Chapter 4: Honest in love
What do you want to eat?
Who wants to eat?
I want a bun. drink, burger, chips..
And who else wants to eat?
Okay then, I'll be going
Let's practice.
It's annoying
It's going to rain.
Everytime it rains, my hair goes flat.
Qi Yue went to get food
but she forgot to bring her umbrella
Can you go and pick her up?
You go then
Damn, he is so not sweet
I wasted my breath saying good things for him.
Captain, let me go.
Okay then, please.
I will help you.
I won't let those people
who made you sad...
No. It can't be.
He doesn't have the guts...
If you go away,
then Lixiang will have her happiness
Lixiang, who is in the way of your happiness?
Of course it is Qi Yue.
She said that I was deceitful
and that I was wrong.
I was not wrong.
I just like Ahmon.
If Qi Yue disappears,
will that make you happy?
If you are happy,
can you give me a smile?
Yangping,
what's wrong?
You need to disappear.
Qi Yue, it can't continue.
Lixiang is too unfortunate.
She likes Ahmon so much,
but her adoration could
never reach through to him.
All this,
it's because of you.
If only you disappear,
you won't be the problem.
Ahmon...
Yangping...he..
Yangping, what?
Yangping, he said for me...
he said for me..
I am afraid..
I am afraid he will really do something to Qi Yue.
Lixiang, calm down.
I don't understand what you said.
I said...
I said I want Qi Yue to disappear.
Once you disappear,
Lixiang will have her happiness.
Do you know this is foolish?
So what if it's foolish?!
For Lixiang, I will do anything.
I don't believe you will hurt me
because you are not that kind of person.
Don't underestimate me!
Truth is,
You are more scared than I am.
Why?
Why is it when I'm around you
it's always so dangerous?
I can't stop danger from happening,
but, I will protect you
This is my promise.
I will not let Qi Yue be in danger because to me.
You should disappear.
Don't make us suffer anymore.
It shouldn't be this way.
This is not love.
The way you go about this,
no one will be happy.
Why can't you and Lixiang love yourselves a bit more.
The way you love others is too sad.
Not knowing how to correctly love someone. Not knowing how to accurately express your feelings.
In the end, everybody will be hurt.
This kind of love has no value.
Stop talking! die!
If you have a grudge, then target it at me.
Why are you taking it out on a woman?!
Lixiang likes you so much. But, she gets nothing in return...Why is that?
You want me to go out with Lixiang out of pity?
The only person who makes Lixiang happy
Lixiang is too unfortunate.
Too unfortunate!
What gives you the right to decide who I love? Do you know what love is?
You are the one who doesn't know!
You don't know anything!
Who have you loved, Ahmon? The one who doesn't know is you.
So what!
Is this your way of showing your love?
Stop fighting. Stop!!
Ahmon you can't.
If you do this,
you will leave hate.
I don't want to end up seeing you regreting this.
Yangping,
if next time,
you try to hurt Qi Yue again,
I will hate you from the bottom of my heart.
We'll just forget about this. It will be alright.
Ahmon.
Just then, I almost hurt you.
You didn't. I'm alright.
You can drop the tough act.
If I hadn't stop,
I'd have smash open your pig head.
I just didn't want to see you and Yangping hurting each other.
Ahmon, Where are you going?
Taking you home to change out your clothes. You are all wet,
sis,
Don't worry,
your body couldn't promote indecent thoughts for a guy.
What's "Forget it?"
What's "Next time?"
Why did you have to forgive me?
Why didn't you dry your hair?
You will catch a cold.
I got us hot coffee
Are you still angry?
Were you afraid?
Afraid?
Yangping. Weren't you afraid Yangping would hurt you?
I didn't think that much.
I only know that I couldn't let you hurt each other.
Idiot.
It's good that you were there.
If it wasn't for you,
I wouldn't know the terrible things i've done
Don't mind me.
I am really pissed at myself.
For his age, to be so mature is really amazing.
then he blame himself for the pain.
Maybe, he's a person who worries for others, and hate himself the most.
That could be true.
Why are you doing this for a smile?
is it worth it?
If Qi Yue disappears,
will that make you happy?
If you are happy,
can you give me a smile?
Fool. You are a biggest fool.
Lixiang, I...
I always thought Qi Yue with her honest and straightforward personality
to be the stupidest person in the world.
I hate those innocent girls the most.
I hate them!
How can you hurt your own body?
Did you know Ahmon and Yangping really worried about you?
She isn't close to me.
And yet, she condemned me as if she really cared for me.
Why could her caring come out so naturally?
Same thing with her forgiveness.
So matter of fact that it made me mad.
Everytime I see her,
I see my own ugliness
I don't deserve Ahmon.
It's not true.
On the surface, I hate her.
But, I envy her.
Not for her innocent quality that attracted Ahmon.
I envy her honesty toward others
toward herself.
I'm scared of admitting this.
I am so scared to face myself.
Lixiang, you are beautiful.
What are you saying?
Qi Yue is right.
Don't hurt yourself anymore.
If you don't learn to love yourself,
how can you love others?
I am. Lixiang is too.
At this moment,
rain stopped,
and the sky cleared.
Ahmon, everybody likes you
What did you say?
What? Nothing.
I heard it.
So don't change the subject.
When you say everybody,
Who is everybody?
Yangping, Lixiang...
Two people are not everybody.
There are also Wolf, Limu and uncle.
There is one missing.
You finished counting your left hand,
and I still didn't hear the name.
Then, let me see who likes me on the right hand.
Here. Me, too
Qi Yue likes Ahmon.
That's funny.
It's the first time,
I see a person raise her hand to say she likes somebody.
You are mean
I shouldn't have said it.
Don't be mad, Yue.
Because your "like" makes me the happiest.
An expression of radiating happiness.
Your face is red.
did you and ahmon kiss?
don't be so straightforward
Okay, no straightforward.
So did you french kiss?
You two!
Were you...
more than french kissing?
We didn't do anything.
So boring.
Didn't you say he held you tightly in his embrace?
We were expecting more.
That is right
Didn't you say you couldn't breath?
Super boring.
How can you say it's boring?!
Let me give you the ultimate suggestion.
Next time you see him,
press him down onto the bed.
Your eyes need to be beaming fire,
use your eyes to tell him,
Aza Aza fighting,
Do your best,
Kid.
Then, you...
But, as long as he accept my love,
it will be enough for me.
Lixiang likes you so much. But, she gets nothing in return. Why is that?
You want me to go out with Lixiang out of pity?
The only person who makes Lixiang happy
has always been you.
Lixiang is too unfortunate.
too unfortunate!!
There are people who gave their heart,
but they get nothing in return.
Not everybody can be happy.
So you don't need to feel guilty
or feel the need to do something about it.
Follow your heart, and go forward.
That is right
Yue, you should enjoy the sweetness of love.
Sweetness of love
That gives me a great idea.
Put it in.
Add this.
So jealous.
Because except for Yue, we don't have anybody to give it to.
I do.
You do? Who?
Sweetness of friendship, you can give it to a friend
You got a cold?
Thanks to you.
Are you alright?
What do you think?
Come over here.
I heard after you pass the germs to others, you'd get better
You are mean
So, why are you here?
Yesterday, we were having fun making cakes.
Since we have extras,
so...
You give me the extras?
No, it's not like that
Cake.
Do you think my coarse throat can swallow the sweet cake?
Please!
You really know how to care for the sick.
Homemade cake.
Xiao Yueyue is so adorable.
Since I am hungry,
this will make a great afternoon tea snack.
Forget it. Someone will eat it.
Leave some for me.
I made it myself!
Wow, there are still people who do homemade cakes?
So old fashioned.
Ahmon, give me some.
I want it too. Hurry up.
You can't eat it, I want to eat it
Give me half, just half.
Because of your "like" makes me the happiest.
It had been tough for me to confess my feeling.
But now, he reverts back to his old self.
Once devil always a devil.
Why is this bad boy so hard to figure out?
So I made one as well.
I'm thinking that I can let you eat it.
Today is not my birthday.
The law didn't indictate that you can eat cake only on your birthday.
It's not that. I just didn't like sweets.
The world's dumbest ass is definitely you.
It's me.
This cake..
It's nothing.
Qingzi gave it to you?
Were you...?
It's not yet what you think.
Not yet what?
It's just not yet.
How long has the not yet been?
I'm hoping...
if you can,
can you keep the secret?
Because we are both not sure
if we should be together.
Sorry. Because I have a cold, so my target was off.
You did it on purpose!
If you don't feel well, you should just watch from the sideline.
Yesterday, we had fun making cakes. Since we have extras, so..
So what if it's smashed?
Qi Yue made an extra for me, you can have it?
Qingzi made that one for Yuanyi!
Are you jealous, Ahmon?
That is rude.
So what!
He began to have different expressions.
His expressions, his behaviors are making me more confused.
But at the same time, I am feeling the sweetness Like eating a cake.
Not everybody can be happy.
So you don't need to feel guilty or feel the need to do something about it.
Maybe I want to alleviate my guilt,
or it could be pity.
No matter which feeling it is,
I still hope that everyone can be happy.
Can I take up some of your time?
forgive Yangping for what he did to you.
it may be an unforgivable act.
But if you want to hate,
I am the culprit
I never blamed him,
because I know his feeling.
He just used the wrong method.
And... you too.
You can skip the pleasantry.
Stop pretending to be a nice person.
Or don't you know how to hate someone?
I really think this way.
I don't blame Yangping because I understand him.
Besides, I think hating a person is very tiresome.
Hating a person is tiresome?
You are right.
Why should I be this tired?
Always hating a person,
And always loving a person, too
Your hair..
Five years... it's been five years.
Five years... It's been five years.
I already loved him for five years.
And, I will continue to love him for another five years,
then another five.
I am sure I will always love him.
But, I will love him using the right method.
In this moment, Lixiang looks stunning.
Is it because of her confidence?
Or, is it her determination?
Why are you crying?
I am not pathetic enough for others to pity me.
I am only touched.
What are you touched about?
Do you know it's embarrasing to cry in public?
Don't cry. Dry your tears.
You are annoying.
Same thing will happen again.
For the foolish us,
when conflic occurs, we will hurt each other.
But after the hurting, we will be more caring and stronger.
Enable us to continue forward.
If you tell anyone of this, you are dead!
I won't. I promise.
Why are you standing there?
You hate me that much? you won't even look at me and took two days off, too.
If you don't want to talk to me that is fine.
Since, I would never understand other people's feelings. I don't know anything.
Why are you saying these?
You know full well that I can never hate you.
People like me always make others think we didn't care.
Ahmon!
Yangping,
What happened to Ahmon?
His cold worsened to high fever.
So I called his house to pick him up.
We need to let Qi Yue know.
Don't. Ahmon will get pissed.
He's still doing the tough act while he's sick?
Ahmon doesn't like others to see him weak.
Even in front of people he likes?
What gives you the right to decide who I love?
Do you know what love is?
Yangping, if next time,
you try to hurt Qi Yue again, I will hate you from the bottom of my heart.
Nobody is always strong.
It's annoying. Who is it?
Yangping, that big mouth.
How high did it get?
I didn't take the temperture.
forgot.
Didn't take it or did you forget?
37 degree. Annoying.
Did you take the medication?
You are more annoying than my dad
Did you take the medication?
No.
Then go lie down.
How old are you? You still don't know how take care of yourself.
Why are you angry?
Let me see your temperture.
You don't need to see it, it's going down.
Let me see.
38.7.
Why didn't you say anything?
why force yourself until you fall down?
Do you know how worry I was when I heard it?
I wanted to see you immediately, so that I can feel relieved.
But at the same time, I worry something might have happened to you.
I didn't know you will be worried.
You don't know?
It's your fault I turn out this way.
I am so worried that I can't stay put for another second.
I ran passed several red lights, and honked the horn.
When I saw an elderly passing the road, I wanted...
Calm down. Can you calm down?
I feel I am so lousy.
I can't be trusted or depended on.
I am sad.
You are needed.
I need your smile.
I want to see you laugh.
I can't laugh on demand.
You laughed happily with Yuanyi.
When, how, where?
You did, you laughed.
I was so mad that my fever went up couple degrees.
Okay, I got it.
You mean that I can't make you laugh.
no..
It hurts.
Am I having fever again?
Okay, laugh.
I just did.
Not the same as yesterday.
You are improving.
How come there is cream taste?
The next stage
will have to wait till I get better to do it.
Idiot
who's the idiot?!
You should treat the sick better.
He always make me angry, confused, cry, frustrated.
But, why is he so cute?
forget it. someone will eat it
Double talker.
Ahmon, eat. Eat a little.
come on. eat a little
Why does the old guy has to be so disgusting?
Such a shy child.
It's okay. When dad heard you are sick, I came right back home from business.
Dad apologizes for always leaving you home alone.
now that dad is here. Open up.
You will worsen my cold. You are disgusting.
Ahmon, you are embarrased.
come on.
Ah... so annoying.
I demand that you stay a least one yard away from me,
and take off that disgusting apron.
Eat a little.
Uncle, I think Ahmon is getting better so I'll be going home
Qi Yue, I am so sorry that you had to care for Ahmon when he's sick.
I really don't know how to thank you.
You don't have to say anything.
Yueyue, for Ahmon to have a sister like you is too fortunate.
Let go of her hand, old fart.
Hello
Uncle, I am sorry.
I don't have the confidence to become a considerate sister to Ahmon.
If we were sibilings...
Ahmon's kiss and touch are still on my lips.
Why are you reminiscenting on your own?
Are you thinking of how to improve your kiss?
Stop talking nonsense. I was not.
Uncle, I am sorry.
I don't have the confidence to become a considerate sister to Ahmon.
If we were sibilings...
Ahmon's kiss and touch are still on my lips.
Why are you reminiscenting on your own?
Are you thinking of how to improve your kiss?
what are you talking about. i am not.
pick it up.
me
or..me..i am sick.
Hello.
Hello, who are you looking for?
Must be wrong number.
Why are you still doing servants' work?
Lixiang?
I can't be here?
No...
Are you worrying about something?
Am I so easy to look through?
Just before, you looked like you had something on you mind.
What is it? Did Ahmon dump you?
of course not..
That is unfortunate.
I was so hoping that day to come.
so mean.
Let me help you, big sister.
When did you girls become best friends?
Are we?
Qi Yue is my best friend in the whole world.
Isn't that right, big sister?
That isn't true. Somebody save me.
Ahmon, let's practice.
Can you try not to always clinging onto Ahmon? It's disgusting, Yangping
What clinging onto Ahmon? What disgusting?
Just disgusting
There is no improvement at all.
You shopped for so long and bought so many things. Aren't you tire?
I am only missing a pair of shoes to go with my outfit.
Tomorrow is my fight to the death.
What is fight to the death?
Yuanyi and I.
Ever since we started, not one date had been successful.
It's getting out of hand. Bad date becomes last date. I will never allow that to happen.
why?
It's the one date that Yuanyi and I set up.
Not once had it been successful.
The cake was ruined, too.
So tomorrow I have to look good and be perfect
Right! Let Yuanyi see the perfect you and be stunned.
And he will not look at another girl again. Right?
Right.
I think you went all out this time.
[cultural note: Shopping sounded in Chinese = Bloody fight) yep, shopping. Whocares, it's already a blood bath.
So your part-time salary, it's all gone?
It can't. I still miss one pair of shoes to go with my new outfit.
I must get it.
It's you.
My fight to the death shoes.
It's too small.
Miss, is there a bigger size?
Sorry, that is the last pair
The shoes are obviously too small. Why are you forcing yourself into it.
It can't be helped.
The first moment I saw it I know it will be my lucky shoes.
But isn't it more important to have properly fitted shoes?
That is why I am wearing it now, so it will stretch out and be fitted for tomorrow
I envy you for having a date.
Not like me,
I don't have any dating experience.
I wonder how it will be like going on a date Ahmon...
I will make you the happiest woman on earth
I already am
Because of you
I will make you the happiest woman on earth
I already am..
because of you
I can't decide which one is better.
Xiao Yue, can you give mommy some suggestion?
Which one will make uncle love mommy more tomorrow?
No use asking a child.
Even mom got a date. Lonely me
Why?
Why do I have to be the third wheel?
Can you focus on the road?
Okay. It's rare that I get a day off, so I want to spend it with Ahmon.
We are going to the amusement park. Are you excited?
Can you please look at the road when driving?
We... does this seem like a date?
Qi Yue, sorry to ask you out today.
It's okay. I haven't been to the amusement park for a long time. I am looking forward to it
Then, I am relieved.
I was thinking that may be on a Sunday you would be on a date with your boyfriend.
If it was so, then sorry to bother you.
It's alright, Youhui.
Xiao Yue has never been on a date.
She is very obliging. She always helps around the house.
Like last week hanging the comforters... The week before the last...
mom stop..
one person..
You look beautiful today.
Thank you.
We should take the subway
Sorry, I only thought of dressing up.
Where are we going?
Any place is fine.
Let's go to..
-A movie. -a ball game
Do you want to eat?
-Italian pasta. -Tantan noodle
Let's go take the subway,
then we'll will think about it.
alright
It's been a while since I am in an amusement park
So exciting
Just a bunch of kids.
Don't know what the fun is about.
I want to go on all of them.
Another kid
It brings back memories.
When I was little, my dad often brought me to the amusement park.
Then have fun. I'll be having coffee
Ahmon
Xiao Yue, he...
It's okay. Kids his age,
often feel embarrassed walking with adults.
Let's go have fun.
Xiao Yue, lets go.
What do you want to go on?
Rollercoaster?
Rollercoaster? So exciting!
what happens if I get scared?!
Little friend
Sorry. Say sorry
Sorry.
So cute.
To little kids, amusement is like heaven that brings them joy
I...
This is the first time I brought Ahmon to an amusement park.
When he was little, I always told him that when I have time,
I will take him here. But, I broke my promise everytime. When Ahmon was little, I didn't even take him to a park.
Are you alright?
I am fine.
I never done anything that a father should do.
I never taught him anything.
Without realizing, this child...
he transformed into someone who can do things by himself.
No matter what it is, he would think on his own, he would solve it on his own.
Never rely on anybody.
I think... Ahmon probably forgot how to depend on others.
Ahmon, What you missed as a child,
We will help you find them, okay?
Qingzi
How have you been?
why have you lost touch?
Why do you have to break it off so completely? We were friends.
You betrayed me first.
And now you treat me as if I was wrong.
Asking me why I didn't make contact?
I am fine.
Now, I am..
Let me introduce for you.
He is Yuanyi. He is my current boyfriend.
And him, he is my ex-boyfriend.
How is it going?
Did you hook up with your girlfriend's best friend?
Let's go.
Isn't it pathetic?
Usually, I am always cheerful,
always saying the right thing,
appearing to be strong.
Truth is,
I am a failure.
Why did my bestfriend and my boyfriend both betray me?
It must be that I am lousy person.
Or, they wouldn't have done so.
I am angry at myself.
I am angry that I trusted the wrong person.
I am angry that I loved the wrong person.
I didn't have confidence...
I didn't have confidence to love another.
Until, I met Yuanyi.
I have high hope for today's date with Yuanyi.
But, from the start,
it has been awakward,
and then he showed up.
Is it true that in this lifetime, I can never meet a Mr. Right?
I...
I am happy that you opened up.
You don't need to force yourself.
If you don't want to watch a ball game, or eat Tantan noodle,
you can tell me. Because the person I want to date is no other than Qingzi.
Your shoes don't fit you, why force yourself to wear it?
I discovered when you fell down.
Relying on others is not shameful,
Don't hold everything inside of you.
Talk things out,
then you will feel better about yourself.
Can I really say anything?
This pair of shoes, you got them yourself?
Yes.
It's ugly.
Sorry.
If you think it's ugly,
then we should go find a better pair together.
As long as you have the right shoulder to lean on, having the right shoes is no longer that important.
It feels so good.
Thank you for taking me here.
In other people's eyes,
do we look like lovers?
The way we were,
we seem like a real family.
What?
There is the father, mother, sister, and brother.
It appears,
I couldn't show my true self in front of them.
So what?
I only wished that people I love would stay with me.
That will be enough.
Your wish for people you love to stay with you,
does it include me?
Of course it's you